Even though I'm a total realist I really don't have any complaints of my life that are major hurdles. I guess if I had to really think and discuss something it would be to remember that I can't have it all right now. I am a very motivated and independent person and it is really hard for me to sit back and wait. Oh did I mention I'm highly impatient. LOL I'm a doer especially when it's something I've put my mind to so when I know that I want something but can't have it right then it drives me crazy. It sort of takes over and is top priority. I do all that I can to make whatever the goal is happen. I'm sure your thinking yeah a real problem but I think sometimes it is a real problem because instead of living and enjoying the now I'm constantly working towards a future goal. I don't think neither of these things are bad but too much of one and the lack of the other is.
I'm trying to balance and remind myself that I don't always have to plan and do for the future but to just stop and enjoy the happenings of today. I'm so fortunate and super blessed to have a great family, close friends, a boyfriend that puts up with my crazy antics, a steady job, and beautiful place to lay my head at the end of the day. Not to mention all the opportunities that I get to jump at in between.
Not a very hard life and even if it was look at all the stuff I have to be thankful for!
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